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Written by Alexis
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Friday, 28 September 2007 |
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All i want is to be able to have someone love me...just
anyone...someone to love me as much as i love them or more...i fall in
love with someone...skeptical at first but i just listen to my
heart...and it tells me to love...it tells me to love with all i
can...to love with everything i can...i would do anything for the
people i love...and this seems to be where i make my biggest
mistake...i try so hard to make everyone happy but who is going to make
me happy...none of you can possibly have the slightest little inkling
as to how i feel...im hurting...im hurting everyday...all day...i just
want it to stop...but i know that it isnt going to...i know that
everyone gets hurt...mainly the best out of all of us...but guess what
we get told if anything at all...everything will be fine...just give it
some time...well im tired of waiting...i want proof...and i need it
now...please...i need to be shown that im someone who can be
loved...that im someone who can be loved with all the love the other
person can give...just like i do...just as much as i do or more...im
tired...i just want to be left alone...left alone by everyone...only if
you can love me like i love you or more than that...just leave me
alone...i just wish that i could get away...get away from everyone i
know now and start all over...i wish it was just this simple...cause
people just dont care...i care...i really do and i show it
everyday...you are all hurting me...i just wish i wasnt here
anymore...im tired of being used and im tired of being hurt...>.<
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