One on one
but never alone
I keep your demons at bay,
or so you say as you inject me
straight to the brain
and next
I'll seep to the heart.
One dose of me
and you're a mess of the floor.
I allow you to
forget your memories
and abandon destiny's
clever attempt at contentment.
I am the forgotten side effects
that can bring you to your knees
with a hint of heartbreak and
steal from you your tears
in exchange for splitting headache.
I will always cause dependency
as you slur your words
and forget what it's like to sleep.
I know you'll think of me
when this world forgets you
again and again, as I sink my claws in
to your flesh.
Your body is just a mingled mess
of what could have been right,
and of what trafficked
through thick and thin
to get to this place
where you thought you'd fit in.
(Cue your apathetic withdrawal.)
So now
as a twisted assortment of tangled veins
of which are infected
by what my love brings,
you continue to take me.
All that's left
is to close your eyes to dream
of our hideous nightmares;
why can't you see
that this is what you get
when you think you need me.

I watch me life crumble at your feet

and theres nothing i can do to stop it.

I watch you take everything i ever had

and throw it in my face.

why do this to me?

why tell me lies that could break my heart to pieces.

why me?

even after you fucked up my life i still love you more than ever,

but when im gone you'll remember all the fucked up shit you put me through

and maybe you'll realize that if it wasn't for you

i might not be who i am today...

but until then i might as well be six feet under

that way your lies wont hurt me anymore... 

Rope burns leave red marks of your perverted heart.

You peel yourself off of her but she's still on your skin.

She watches you watch her,

it's a competition who will win?

You blick once and she infallably knows she's ruptured something under your skin.

Here we go again.

So while ur out there holding on im tryin to let you go.
Your killin me softly with the words you speak.
Rolling off the lips that i have to taste.
Why you have to go and be like that?
I know im not the best person but you did me wrong.
Why am I sitting here trippin over you?
Im better off by myself , but the vision of you clouds my head.
Oh I know I had to release myslef but the pain is too hard to take.
So while your out there having your fun im sittin here wonderin
what went wrong for you to go behind my back and holla at my
friend.
Gurl you had to mess up again.
You had to be the perfect mistake.
You took my heart once more and crushed it in your hands.
Every ounce of love belonged to you.
So while you play games im in the dark hiding my tears.
I use to see my whole life in front of me when I looked at you
but now I know that I was holdin on to false hope.
One day your gonna need me and i'll be gone with a smile on my
face.
It doesn't hurt as much the second time around bc I know your
state of mind.
SO while your cryin the tears that ive over come I'll be sayin to
you my love is gone.