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For my Best Friend, My Second Father Figure..

Written by JayTee
Monday, 03 September 2007
Emotional Wreck Birthday Attempt Celebrating, not suicide. Reality slap Tears in my lap. We never thought it would happen so soon He was here one day He seemed okay Suddenly, he's sick. Into the hospital he goes Pain from fingers to toes He passes away. A phone call at 1 am Shaking and crying on my bed He's gone and there's nothing we can do A life to keep living Help to be giving A run for cancer research sounds good. You were my best friend I'll miss you until the End. Rest In Peace Vince. Add Comment (2)

for my hailey !!!

Written by Jackie
Tuesday, 28 August 2007
i wrote this for you today. hello my love. i jus want to tell you how much i love you. i love you more than my favorite shoes i love you more than mountain dew i love you more than the stars in the sky i will love you even after i die i love you more than summer fall winter and spring i guess the easiest way to say this is i love you more than anything i love you so much i love the way you look at me i love everything you do every single day i fall deeper and deeper for you the sound of your voice brings me to my knees on a cold stressful day jus the thought of you puts my mind at ease i thank you for your love and everything you do but most of all i thank you for truly loving me too! Add Comment (0)

Constrictions

Written by AD
Monday, 27 August 2007
The taste of coffee constricts around my tongue If only I added more cream, less sugar If you ask me, it’s worse than an international Flight To pour myself another cup of this vulgar concoction Or to merely ignore the taste and carry on with my Conversations of actual meaning rather than Ramble City If you ask me, which I don’t know why you would Having one thick layer of after taste covered by another Thick layer, which sifted to the bottom of the first is far Worse As I stare at the monochromatic surroundings Or the dog at my feet or the dog in the pen or the Cat, roaming and prowling around the property I’m left Standing out There’s a grotesque look on my face because of this Flavor tightening it’s grip on my poor taste buds or maybe Because of the ridiculous bee that I am absolutely Terrified of. Fucking Apple Juice… But it all leads back to you, doesn’t it? In one sick way or Another. It all leads back to you and you know it you seem to Embrace it with such assurance that it leaves me frightened, worried and Alone I put my heart and soul into the mere passion of the thought of Us being together and the ideals of the perfect relationship Regardless of what anyone thought of us or their ridiculous Allegations Stupid Emotions… After many relieving hours of freedom from the constrictions It’s back the pain and anguish of the terrible heartaches and tastes of Coffee it is far too late to turn back now or to even dream of Dreaming With no cream in the house, and milk not being able to Suffice I was left with the worst concoction ever left Imagined with not enough “whipped” cream and hardly any Sugar I’m sick of this taste, this cruel joke dancing around my Tongue like the flickering flames of the passion we once Shared so intimately or so my young mind wishes to Think With the temporary relief made possible by the ever so popular “The L Word” and glasses and glasses of highly concentrated Grape juice, the constrictions are very lightly lessening on my Soul Fucking….Fuck But they return ever so loyally to haunt me of my poor choices in Girls why yes world I am a homosexual I am not ill I am perfectly Healthy my mind is strong and this is not an illness so please just Accept me. Do not tell me I am too young or too naïve or that it is just my Hormones fucking with my mind do not hold me back or tell me that Everyone else is pushing me into this thing that you won’t say Homosexuality. Fucking…Lesbianism Why you don’t accept me as your daughter or sister or friend or as a Person is beyond my capabilities of fathoming because I can accept You though you smoke or drink or fuck everything in your path and you call me Disgusting My room is a mess because this is the only way I can express my anger and Frustration brought forth by your close mindedness yet you do not Understand that I am hurting because of you and you simply tell me “Clean your “Closet” Fucking…Parents And it comes back to you again as I stare at my waffles and my second cup of Coffee at 12:34 in the morning wishing I were anywhere except in my Brain where I am left alone with my thoughts and images of course of You I shall one day find something to release the constrictions of this vile Concoction off of my tongue and maybe then allow you to invade someone else’s Thoughts and I can tell them the key to releasing you and your death Grip Fucking… I Need a Glass of Water Add Comment (1)

Scars

Written by Alex Hughes

Sunday, 26 August 2007

Looking into the mirror

Hoping that's not me

Scars all over his arms

Eyes filled with misery

Tears falling from my eyes

Crying out from all his pains

And when I close my eyes

The horrible image remains

All his life he's been taunted

And made a fool by others

Being beaten by his father

Yelled at from his mother

He cuts himself daily

Kinda his routine

Finding joy from his blood

Escaping from all those who are mean

But stopped as I say my reflection

Seeing all the blood flow

Screaming from the inside

Dying was my soul

He tried to stop the blood

But it was just too much to stop

Getting weaker and weaker

From each and every drop

When his parents found his body

They didn't care a bit

They dug a hole in the backyard

And threw his body inside of it

They told people I ran away

And said they were very sad

But deep inside

They were really glad

Now no one knew the true story

No one knew my life

No one knew my pain

No one new about the knife

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The Pain of a Transgendered Teen

Written by JayTee
Thursday, 23 August 2007
I look at my reflection and what do I see? A Girl staring back at me I wipe it away for this isn’t me It isn’t whom I want to see The image stays It wants to haunt me The anger creates a fury inside me My hands clench into fists Hoping to scare it away I threaten it with an angry face It threatens me back and I’m quick to punch The pain is quick and the force is harsh Glass is everywhere and there’s blood on the floor The girl is gone though I’ve won the war I’ve got battle scars I take them with me I walk down the stairs and my ears deceive me “Good morning DAUGHTER how are you today? Did you have a nice sleep, was it okay? Your hair look’s pretty Makeup would go good with your outfi- What’s with the baggy boy shorts and shirt? Girl this isn’t you, how are you gonna flirt?” These words they hurt me I fall to the floor Curling up in a ball It’s the worse I’ve ever heard My body screams I’M A GIRL But my mind screams I’M A GUY How do I explain to them what I am on the inside? Add Comment (2)

loveless summer sunday

Written by PANTS
Tuesday, 21 August 2007
a universe of secrets marvels a sequence of incisions on the inferior section in the mouth of inconsequential beings into massive occurrences of bed frames thrown to pull & break into weightlessness. it grasps the disparity connecting an altered mind & a pure, consoled yet curious self. she walks to be imagined whilst her ambiance is genuinely replaced with innocent interest. with total direction she somehow reaches a purpose that keeps her as she cannot evoke the conclusion of made turns & roads that were crossed. in a dramatic sense: she & i take our time considering our surroundings to retract our epic balance. she discovers much more than what the ashes of semblance discuss with her as her eyes gaze at the heavens. & we attempt to smooth the details that made us so remote: she narrows her eyes while i might never stare at much (with intentions !) taking out different sections of life. but the dwelling that we have in either break. she abuses slumber as do i, & infinitely including me to have ordinary conventions at the same times. so, a day on which i would habitually be redeveloping my abnormal craving for instructions, & on which she would be religiously thriving with clarity huddling roughly & readily at the insides of her bones, we discuss the incredible situation we boast: assembling secrets from the universe! although inconveniently unimportant, the understanding we behold is that of versatile inhumanity. to that we fail to drink but we celebrate to a discussion of these incidents. the night sky projects our marks placed into a clear view by entertaining bright lights. somehow we are constantly exploiting the templates for others to fill; suspicion reassures us. even now, we do nothing to charm it though we disappear to regions that consider us as the piece we clandestinely slept on & dwelt not even on it. maybe behind the worst beaming faith she found it with her narrowed eyes, but with the wind changing its purpose i find i rather focus myself to the underlying network she tends to notice. & upon noticing, is me: ultimately floating, not a coil to my name. Add Comment (0)

COUNT TWELVE

Written by Amanda
Tuesday, 21 August 2007
we were the downbeats pinned into a puddle. Read More Add Comment (1)

pay no mind

Written by AD
Friday, 10 August 2007
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outSMACK Poetry: Papa

Written by Sondra
Wednesday, 08 August 2007
I hide when i cry, I cry cause i miss you to peices, why did you have to leave this world? why did you have to leave me? I hide when I cry I cry cause I miss you terribly. your with the angels now your looking over me, making sure I'm taken care of, one day, some day we'll be together again, and I'll be you Little Princess again. So R.I.P George A.Smolnik Sr. Love you forever and always. Add Comment (3)

your everything

Written by Jackie
Monday, 06 August 2007
sometimes empty rooms feel crowded and fresh air seems contaminated bright skies mine as well cry cause the days been blown away no use for stayin awake but when you say you love me the weight on my shoulders lifts and fades the air has a sweeter taste and a smile appears on my face when you say you need me my stomach gets butterflies happy tears fill my eyes and im left speechless im wonderin if your feelin this cause its obvious what we got we jus cant let it go. when you say you miss me i feel the warmth of your arms even though your so far away i jus close my eyes and go to our special place where you wanna meet tonite darlin? cause dreams are all we have right now but ill be there soon i pinky promise you you make everything okay your my sunshine on the darkest days your the smile on my face your the keeper of my heart please say its forever and ever cause when you say those words im on top of the world and nothing hurts when you sing your voice replays in my head and trust me i remember every word said when you need me i'll be there for you if you miss me jus close your eyes when you love me i love you too if it becomes to much to take and the distance tears you down just remember your my everything. your my only one. your my angel. your all i need all i want. if you need to break down ill be your cryin shoulder ill be your light in the dark i'll be your shining star i'll be there for you i'll save you no matter where you are or what you do i rilly love you you know jus how to make my day im your superman so please take my hand dont be afraid i promise i wont hurt you ill be the one to heal all wounds ill kiss away your tears ill always be sincere faithful, loving honest, caring.... I can be your everything. Add Comment (0)

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