I know this cite it for gays and stuff.. but this is part of a story of a 16 year old lesbian who doesnt have support from her family and who isnt welcomed at her school very much and about a part of her life thats going on right now. this girl has brown/black hair and is 5 foot 3 and is a twin. shes turing 17 on September 6th.  Yet she has faced so much terror in her life and she thought it was over until June 1st when her doctors called her and told her she might have Leukemia. so heres her part of her story...

Her name is Danielle. shes been through court and shes been through stress. shes lost friend, even her best friend in February she passed away. but this is worse then anything shes faced. She has an 80% chance of Leukemia. Today at 12 noon she faced her first set of tests. well the doctor came in and said " its time to start but first we are doing a pap and spinal tap. and then we'll go to the blood work. so get ready and i'll be back soon" this was told to a 16 year old girl who drover herself down to the clinic and who is deathly scared of needles and who has been through trama all her life. the first thought she had was 'shit im screwed lets leave now'.. well she didnt leave she knew it had to be done. so she got into the little white gown and sat there crying her eyes wishing someone would be there with her holding her hand. but nope nobody was there except so many doctors in green lab coats and white ones too. so the doctor came back and said " well you ready? because we're starting. i know its not comfortable but you'll be okay" then they did what they did. the whole time this girl was crying and wishing she could be some where else... well as soon as the testing was over she walked to the counter and said ' im done here whens my next apt?' the lady told her Thursday. she got in her car and just cried. she didnt dare drive but she did dare cry. she went home and sat on her bed and cried more and more each time thinking what more there was to come.. but now shes sitting here aone in her house.

Im sorry that was just my day. yes that girl is me. im Danielle. this is only the first part of what is about to start. im so scared and everything. i dont know what to say or do or who to go to.. i wish someone out there would start to e-mail me and tell me they've been through this too. just so i have someone to talk to... please..