Well I got the music for the choir practice I was talking about in my last blog. The music is easy, but I'm having a really difficult time keeping pace with the director. It's like I'm supposed to know exactly when to slow down or speed up before he instructs the choir to do so. I have no idea what he wants from me and it's so frustrating. Yesterday in practice I was getting so upset because I would be giving the sections their pitches and he would say, "No Chris! That's a D-flat." Very abruptly I replied, "I know, I just simply hit the wrong note." I mean I told them all from the beginning that I'm not a professional and heaven forbid I made a mistake...I'm a math and psychology major...I know my shit, don't make me look and feel stupid in front of the choir members you know? My stomach is in pieces dreading practice this afternoon and all the sessions that follow till the middle of the month. This sucks.