So yesterday I get a call from my friend asking me if I would be willing to be the pianist for some summer program starting this monday. I said that I would love to, but that I needed to see some of the sheet music first to make sure I was even able to play it. I mean if only Rachmananoff can play the mess, then I've signed up for the wrong thing. Well I get a call later that day from educational office of my college. They want an answer from me now whether I will play. I tell them that I have to see the music first. Well before I know it, I've signed a contract agreeing to do the work and get paid and I'm freaking out because I know not how difficult the music is. I mean I will have about a half month to prepare, but on June 16th, they are going to be recording a live performance. If they only know how many sour notes I'm going to be playing. I can't get out of this now since I've signed, but I'm so scared I'm over my head.