ok im retarded and cant work the poetry section of the site so i will post my horrid poems here. the first two i wrote last night while i was trying to get to sleep.

Disappearing
I want to disappear into the background
so that i will never be found
even by a bloodhound
because i wont make a sound
it should be easy because im use to hiding behind this mound
of pain and fear to which im bound.

Blood
There is blood on the floor
but i know there is more
the pain comes from the core
where the true pain is
because it you i really miss

this one i wrote during art class and prob really sucks

Jumping off a building
jumping off a ledge
every single day brings me closer to the edge
im crying constantly now
i'd kill myself if i could only choose how
i dont deserve death my life aint that bad
my only problem is a mean dad
I wish i could loose all this pain
wash it away in the rain
Im walking through a field with bullets flying over head
And if i make one false move i know i'll be dead

please offer advise and not talk about how bad it is behind my back