ok. well. i have this gf. we havent been going out for a long time.but ive known her for about a year.
It was so adorable. for valentines day, she stuffed a love note into my locker. and over the past month she managed to put stuffed animals and more notes in there. It was so adorable.
So she finally asked my out over myspace in prom night. and i said yes.

But lately, things have been going downhill.

it actually started on our first date. it was a play at the middle schoool and we had gotten there early. so we walked around and she decided to call her friend wade. She put him on speaker and they started talking. And she started talking about how im her gf and such. Well, he was saying stuff like.."no, your my gf." then ya know, she denies it, and he says "thats not what you told me last night" He lives in Louisianna and we live in new york, so i didnt make too much of it.

Then..

i read a blog entry she had made on myspace. it was with one of her friends that is very anti gay.
Guy: wow so can i ask r u ever going to. like boys again
Her: Yep yep.
Maybe not girls anymore.
I think guys are better than girls, to be honest.
Why do you ask?
Lol.

i feel very offended. and well, i confronted her about it and she said she only said it to get him off her case. but still, i feel very betrayed.
and then its like...she refers to herself as lesbian. but then she will turn around and call herself bisexual. its like...can you make up your mind?

And..
ill be on the phone with her...and she will tell me to call her after 9pm (cause thats when she gets free minutes) and so ill call her at that time. and she wont answer. so ill leave a voicemail. She doesnt call me back. Or ill message her on msn and she wont reply. at all. and she will be online for hours.

i just dont know about her anymore......i used to really like her but im not so sure anymore.