I really like to draw, and i like to write. Maybe i'll post some of my stuff later. I speak the french language and am currently working on Japanese. Oh, and by the way, I'm Brandon and i'm 16! HELL YEA. Now, i am a little confusing. I'm a blond, who dresses preppy, and listens to alternative/emo music. lol. yea, don't ask. I want to be a writer, Nicholas Sparks is my idol. :)) I am currently working on losing my gut, and my butt :) I do tae kwon doe and will be going for my blackbelt soon. If you want to know antything else, just ask :) -signed,
Brandon
Who I'd like to meet:
i'm perfectly fine with my friends now.
but i'm always willing to make more.
Favorite Person:
i have a couple.
Height:
almost 6'
Body Type:
Average
Ethnicity:
White
Favorite Quote:
"Tessa's like the village bike, everyone gets a ride."
-Brandon Borders
(me)
So, I wrote this when I was thinking of one of my VERY good friends that departed a while back. Hey there, Girly girl, i hope you enjoy your new world...
Today is the fourth year I have been with out my grandfather. He was a wise man, and even though this day brings me great sorrow, I feel compasion for...
I really like Alternative. I like a little country and I absolutely hate rap.
Favorite bands:
Cute is what we aim for,
MCR,
FOB,
HH,
AND MANY MORE!
Favorite Movies:
The Notebook, A Walk to Remember
Favorite TV Shows:
Family Guy
Favorite Food:
Subway
Favorite Books:
anything by nicholas sparks.
Celebrity Crush:
brad pit :))
Creative:
I'm going to post things that I write here, let me know what you think:
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The image of your face is still imprinted in my mind; but the memory of that night has been reduced to a slight haze. The dim light hanging over our heads, the slight burn of alcohol in our throats, and you lying in my lap; my room.
“This is great,” I offered.
“Isn’t it?” you replied as you took another pull on your beer. The bottle pressed to your lips, you stop, and look at me. I catch that elusive twinkle in your eye, and that’s the moment I remember most clearly. “You have the curse of curves,” you began to serenade me as you quickly sat up. Looking in your eyes, made me realize how much I wanted you, and after a flick of my cigarette, we were holding hands, and kissing each other in small pecks, on the cheek.
What.a.night.
Now, here we are, years later; you being the emo-I-hate-my-life-kid, and me, being the preppy-scene kid-who-hasn’t really changed at heart. Somewhere in the past, we had a falling out. I still remember every detail, from the first kiss, to the moment you walked out the door. I remember the real you; you can’t hide from me.
Brandon
05/20/07
6:10 P.M
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“Want to know the truth?” I asked him after taking a pull on my beer. He nodded.
“I know you, more than you think I do.
But, unfortunately, you don’t know me.
You have no clue who I am,
And what I want in life.
You say you’re my friend,
My lover,
The one,
Who’ll always be there for me,
But now,
Looking at you,
In this dim lighting,
With this euphoria I get,
Whenever you’re around,
I realize the cold-hearted truth,
We weren’t meant to be.
Maybe you don’t realize,
You just keep hurting me,
And I don’t want that.” I said to him. He stared at me with a dumb-founded face, and as I lowered the paper, I had scribbled this on, the tears swelled up in his eyes. They streamed down his cheeks, and made soft little noises as they hit the floor. He turned furiously, and began looking for a piece of paper, on the disheveled desk.
After minutes of scribbling, he turned back to me. He handed me the paper, and it was then, the first time I noted any since of sincerity in his eyes; his glossy, blood-shot eyes. Fuck, what have I done? I thought. It was now obvious to me how much he really cared, and I had just taken his hear, and stomped all over it. I knew I screwed it up this time. Out of all the things I was feeling, I was not prepared for this new one; I pictured him, walking out that door, and thinking that we’d never be the same. I relived our first kiss, first hug, the first time we met, and the first time we express our true feelings. My eyes are beginning to swell too, and I feel that this is the beginning of a long night. I look down at the napkin, on which was written, “ If you don’t want to be with me, that’s fine. Just know I always loved you. Maybe you think I didn’t show it, but I guess everyone shows their feelings in different ways. I thought I showed you that I cared by holding you, kissing you, letting you know it was ok, and helping you when you cried. I thought I showed you by driving you around, and taking you to nice places. I wasn’t afraid to show you that I cared in public. But, when you go home, and you’re all alone tonight, and you begin wishing that I was there, just remember that this’ your fault. YOU DID THIS.” When I looked up from the paper, there was a void in front of me. Where a emo-scene-kid with shaggy black hair once stood, there was now nothing, nothing but the scene of people around me having fun, and living their lives. I hang my head and exit the bar, fighting back the tears. I wonder outside aimlessly and somehow make my way to the local park. The tears had become unbearable, and I couldn’t seem to hold them back any more. They glided down my cheeks, and my breathing had become small puffs. I was grasping for air, as if when he left me, he took my life. I sit down on the bench, and the hard wood is comforting to me, because it’s then that I realize, some things will always be there. I hear the sound of something clicking, some machine, coming to life. Before I know it, I’m being sprayed with water from every-witch way. Normally, I would have jumped up instantly, but because of the dysphoria I’m feeling, I sit there, getting soaked to the bone in water.
Brandon
5/20/07
8:08
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WTF ?!? Did you know that the government tell us, gays, in many ways, that we are not equal to the average human being? Seriously. Gays have been hated by thousands, ever since the first gay couple. Now, honestly I don't know too much about it, but what's inspiring this position editorial is a conversation I was having with my friend, Kenzie.
I was talking to kenzie like i did on any normal school day, and the topic of gay marriage was on my mind. "It's not fair that us gays can't actually get married." I said.
She replied with, "so, you can have commentment ceramonies and stuff"
I pracitcally screamed "it's just not the same." She decided to inform me that the only differance, was one little piece of paper - A marriage cerfificate.
You know what?
...
I WANT THAT PIECE OF PAPER!
Me, us, not getting it, is just a way that examplaifes that the government treats us differnetly. Just because we don't like what some poeple think we should, we are treated as different. We are damned for being who we are - ok, maybe not literally damned, but damned to a life without actual marriage. It just isn't the same. My brother recently got married, to a female, and it just isn't fair that i will NEVER have those feelings. I will never be able to expierance any of that, and I am willing to bet, that that is how almost any gay feels - I hate using that term by the way. Doesn't the term gay, while littlerly defining us, demean who we are in some way? It singles us out. Kinna like the ethnic races, Black, Mexican, ect. Anyways, if you have the same feelings about gay marriage, stand up, speak your mind. Be yourself.
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Created On: 08/14/2007 16:46:24 becuz.. im not out yet and school is starting soon and im scared that some one will see me here and out me... and i dont want that so.. i need to delete my profile.. so yeah..
Created On: 08/10/2007 19:51:51 hey sorry i wasnt in yahoo like a nhour ago.. lol im in the library so yeah..
any ways i checked out your myspace profile.. you look so cute.. lol .. and its true..
Created On: 08/10/2007 08:23:22 I sooo need to talk to you ASAP!! And I mean that! If I don't get a reply withing ten minutes, I am going to call your sorry butt and you had better have a good excuse for why you didn't respond.
Created On: 08/08/2007 21:55:50 lol no your not lame for goodness sake, its just like ur the only guy i know here.. thats why its weird. it doesnt make sence.. but what ever..
your like beyond lame your.... beyond it thats what matters.. lol hehe
Created On: 08/08/2007 15:37:14 out starts like...next month...idk when.but uhmm it does..lol.....and yeah it was a looott of funn.....soo many pix..and sexual gestures..running around the parking lot..and eating icecream in a naughty way..haha...well thts my friends....its kinda normal thing...lol
Created On: 08/07/2007 18:33:18 uhm im good, i lol intimedating tho cuz.. like im new.. so yeah.. i want friends here.. that would awsome.. lol haha.. so whats up with you?
Created On: 08/06/2007 08:13:24 hey bitch
up there
in the writing stuff
you make me sound like an anti-gay brat about the marriage thing
and you know i'm way in favor of gay marriage.
Created On: 07/26/2007 03:32:11 *sniffles* Where are you?! Did you take yourself to bed already? Muuu...I miss you. I might just have to call you...so that I can hear your voice. You so need to be online, you! I do miss you, and the Mrs. *giggles* Love you.<33
Created On: 07/13/2007 06:46:06 Hey Boi,
Just saying sorry for not being on tonight. I was spending some time with my brothers after we had company come over. The boy who came over is going to go to my school this fall, so we had to play nice, and then he needed to write a resume so that he could work and help his big sister pay the bills. But anyway, I'm sorry. I waited like a few hours after you were supposed to get back from the library, but you didn't show and Watermelon left me too. But then you came in, and then you left again. So...I didn't really ahve time to wait, because by the time you were ready, my dinner was ready, so I couldn't chat if I wanted to. But anyways, tomorrow I am gonna see Harry Potter in the morning, watch some anime with my big brother after that, and then I might be free...unless my mom makes me do dishes or clean the bathroom. Damn I hate chores. Anyways, I love you and hope that we can talk soon.
<34E, Yuki
Created On: 07/11/2007 00:29:17 Thank you for making me feel better. Love you, B. Which is now your new nickky from me. <3 Hope that we can chat tomorrow.
<3Yuki
Created On: 07/10/2007 20:14:42 Sorry about the turn in the conversation last night, but you know I was irritated and in a foul mood. I feel better today and I am sorry if you think the I am a hypocrite. I really don't want to get into it again, but I did want to apologize. I really never meant to upset either one of you. Perhaps we can talk on cheerier topics today? Otherwise, I'll just wait for you to deicide that I don't really suck and talk to me again. <3Yuki
Created On: 07/10/2007 01:40:53 yo just my comps crashed thats y i havent been around and i feel really bad bout it....dont wry i didnt hurt neone...love ya man
Created On: 07/09/2007 06:28:53 If you care, Shu-chan and I are fine now. We just talked on the phone for the last hour or so. And I am sorry about the angry message...but I feel that I was justified in my being angry, I just should have kept it to myself.
Created On: 07/08/2007 05:27:44 so sorry love, that sucks. sorry i didn't like respond faster my computer went internetless and then i went on vacation with the fam with absolutely no computer at all so...yeah.
Created On: 07/07/2007 09:15:10 Hey there Brandon. Say, do you have a nickname like Watermelon does? I like using nicknames more than real ones to talk to people, but if you don't have one then that is fine. I am returning your comment to me. I loved talking with you and Hui-ku earlier. I less than three you! You are so much greater than you think you are. Ya know, I am not a nice person, so when I compliment you, I really mean it. I am usually quick to judge people, and I don't get along with others very well, but you and Hui-ku have brought out the best in me. I have to thank you for making my summer so far not crap. Since talking to you, I have been feeling a lot better, and I want the whole world to know that you are an absolute angel. And, please don't embarass me with this later. I don't normally say things like this and it will ruin my rep.
Rachel and Carlos
you make me feel like a stupid whiny brat
