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About Me
Date of Birth: 04/17/1991
Orientation: Lesbian
Gender: Female
First Person I Came Out To: my best friend at the time
How old were you when you came out?: 14
Website: www.myspace.com/cadillac_on_22s
Occupation: lover
City: thomasville
State: nc
Country: United States
Relationship Status: Single
About Me: There is really nothing much to say about me.My name is Mercedize. Im a sucker for a sweetheart who knows all the right things to say. What can I say Im a hopeless romantic. I love long conversations where nothing is really said but you leave feeling as if you just talked for years. I fall rather easily for people and yes it can be bad sometimes. I tend to get attached rather easily as well but I wouldn't really say I am clingy. I just want to be loved for who I am and not something Im not.

I'm very laid back and very open minded but can also be very serious when it comes to things that are important to me. Especially when it comes to my friends and family and the ones I love the most.

Its almost impossible for me to hate anyone. I tend to get mad and say stupid things and tell people I hate them but I desperately know that I truly dont mean it. And with that being said I am a very forgiving person. Sometimes I give people mostly the ones I care for more trust than they deserve. They deserve trust but not when they lie constantly.

I get along with pretty much anyone but if you piss me off I tend to come off a little bitchy but....what can you expect.

I want to go somewhere with my life so school is important to me. Im not a book worm by any means whatsoever and I really dont much care for school but its important to me. lol.


I'm a very complex person and sometimes it may seem as though I expect alot but I really don't. I want what every other gurl wants to love and be loved in return.

I dislike gurls who lie constantly and fill your head with false hopes and unlikely happenings. If that makes any sense. I cant stand to be lied to and I dont like to be told things just because you think its what I want to hear. I believe in beauty in truth and not lies intertwined with deciet.

Someone once told me never trust that someone has changed because its just an excuse to make them believe they are less than what they used to be. You have to want to change to change and no one can make you change. Its so true. Liers surround us and there is no escaping it and trust me no matter how much you thimk you can change them you'll never be the gurl to do it.



I love theatre its amazing.

Mexican food completes me!

Music is my life!!


I depend a lot on my friends to help me through my tough times.And boy there sure are alot of those but I get through them. I'm a very complicated person. I am who I am and I am very unique at least I think so but who doesn't think they are unique.

I love you means more than just a statement to me therefore I only say it when I truly feel as if I do. I dont understand why the words I LOVE YOU are supposed to mean so much but they never really do.


I'm a normal outgoing country gurl who strives to be all I can be (lol) and that gets stressful sometimes.I'm the kinda person who sticks by what she believes in and if I strongly believe in something then I will tell how I feel and why I feel that way and if it causes an arguement trust me I will win. Lol! I never do anything I feel may be hurtful to one of my friends or others and I can be mean sometimes but I mean nothing by it I am just speaking the truth. There is beauty in truth and truth in beauty. And around every corner there is always something worth searching for.

Writing is my escape!
This is what my outminds says but hey I can be lazy at times. HA! Wanna know more hit me up
Who I'd like to meet: people
Favorite Person: Right now the one who stuck by me through what i am going through right now and she knows who she is. Thnx sweetheart
Height: 5'4
Body Type: A few extra pounds
Ethnicity: Other
Favorite Quote: "All is fair in love and war"
AIM Screen Name: Xtruthinbeautyx
Yahoo Screen Name: mercified_embrace0417
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Member Since 07/14/2007 13:33:17
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Age 17
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Music: Im open minded but countyr not so much. My favorite band right now definitly Flyleaf. I love music its my LIFE!!!
Favorite Movies: LION KING!, nightmare before christmas, Little mermaid haha!
Favorite TV Shows: hmm lots..CSI!! House is amazing! The O.C baby...umm tons more but im drawin a blank
Favorite Food: MASHED PATATOES!!
Favorite Books: anything thats mysterious or poetry
Celebrity Crush: hmm i wonder.. im not sure there sre alot of good looking hunni's haha
General Interests: I just love to have fun what more can I say! Lets have a parrttayyy!!
Creative: In life you have your ups your downs and the things that could turn your life around and in it all you find who you really are. For me its been an uphill battle and a struggle thats not always been worth fighting for but I make do the best I know how. Perfection doesn't come wrapped in plastic it would be so much eaiser if it did. Life may be what you make it but it tends to take control of its self. The world is only but so nice and people get hurt for all the wrong reasons but what would life be without all the hoop-la. I've been hurt and done my fair share of hurting others (not on purpose of course ubt things happen) who hasnt but if we dwell on our mistakes then how can the ones we truly love be happy and not push us to the far side. Selfishness comes easy and jeoulsy is its ugly cousin and they both come hand in hand. But one thing I've learned is if you want those around you to be happy then jealousy cant get the best of you My ideal .......... I want someone who loves to just sit back and chill and hang out with me and my friends and get along with them. I want someone who would just rather stay in sometimes and watch movies and drink hot chocolate by the fire on cold nights instead of going out to a club. I want someone who likes to cuddle and hang on to me like I were leaving tommorrow. Someone who knows how to make me feel good about myself and makes me wanna look pretty even though I don't have to. Someone who thinks I'm just as y in my sweats as I am in my iest ie.A who knows how to make me blush at any given moment and always give me those taradactyl sized butterflies. A who knows exactly what to say to make my every problem go away. One who knows all the right moments to say something sweet and always know exactly what to say to make me melt. Soemone who wants a family and has strong moral values. Someone who won't ignore me when they're trying to impress someone else or act diffrent just because their friends are around. Someone who gets me and who will be there for me no matter what I am going through. Who will drop everything in a moment just to comfort me. Someone who will buy me flowers just because. Someone who I can have stupid little arguements in the grocery store with about what cereal we are getting and then kiss and make up 2 seconds later. Someone who will love me the way I was intended to be loved and care for me the way I care for them. Someone who will put just as much into a relationship as I do and expect nothing less. A who knows how to have fun and knows when its time to be serious. A who loves walking on the beach at sunset or that will just lay up under the stars at night. Someone who I can look into there eyes and have the best conversation without even saying a word. Someone who will hold my hand when I get scared and not laugh at me. Someone who doesn't always have to tell me they love me cause just by the hearing the tone of their voice and the conversations we have or they way they hang onto me I know. someone who has a sense of humor and loves to laugh. Someone who will just love me for who I am and not ever give up on me. Some one who will take the time to just call me to tell me they were thinking about me. Someone I just can't get enough of.Just tought I would add that. Questions..... Why is a break never really a break? Or a question never really a question but a choice that has to be made.... Why do you always like that one person you feel is so untouchable and not just because your scared they may not like you but because your scared of what might happen and the feelings or the people you may hurt in the process. Is there really a reason why we care what people may think if you like someone that they once liked or dated?
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rozes4niki

 Created On: 03/10/2008 13:09:37
heya! i just got ur msg! sorry i havent been on here in forever! I hope ur doing great!

atlsoccerplaya0870

 Created On: 09/12/2007 09:28:48
u seem pretty cool!
me love lezbians

 Created On: 08/05/2007 03:02:21
hey. i love ur page. pink is my favorite color. but yea u really have a lot to say bout urself. we hav a lot in common. i gotta lotta stuff goin on in my life. i love to be loved. i love writing. music calms me when im upset. actually u can put me in any mood if u play the right song. lolz. i love theatre arts. im in theatre at skool. u can find out more for yourself if u lik. ur a really interestin person. ur real. n i lik that.

Nessa

 Created On: 07/23/2007 00:06:04
go bk in the chat room

cincin378

 Created On: 07/22/2007 11:39:23
It's goin alright. Just workin a lot.

cincin378

 Created On: 07/21/2007 03:00:39
Hey. Doin good. How are u doin?
mie

 Created On: 07/18/2007 20:11:25
im pretty good, tired though i just woke up,lol. you?
Jerr

 Created On: 07/16/2007 01:37:16
I'm doing decent. I have surgery tomorrow. should be fun.

How about yourself?
rozes4niki

 Created On: 07/14/2007 18:53:09
ha! i got you back about being first with a comment!

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