I'm probably really bad at describing myself. Anyways, i've lived in a crappy little town all of my life which has made me a random, idiotic, pleasure seeker. In person i'm really easy going but my life is always chaotic and messy so I just hold it in. I'm probably the most nonjudgemental person anyone could ever meet. I've made some pretty big mistakes in my life but I've learned to live with them...despite the fact that the people around me can't seem to! I'll give people the benefit of the doubt that they're good when I first meet them even if people I know have had issues with them, but, once I get burned I'm not quick to forgive. It isn't that I hold grudges It's just that from that point on I see no reason to associate with that person. If someone genuinly cares about me then i'll go out of my way to pamper them.